Restless

I am having trouble staying focused at work today. All I want is to leave and begin the weekend. I'm tired, sick of the routine, and not really hooked into any projects that would keep me busy.

Ugg. All I want is to go outside and sit in the sun and just relax. I work hard all week just to be able to do that, and it's all I can think about right now.

It doesn't help that I came in an hour earlier today because Keith needs the car to come back in. So in my extremely regimented life, that means that I am now an horu ahead of schedule for everything. I was hungry earlier, I am tired earlier, I am bored earlier, and I want to go home earlier.

I just want to be active, and am feeling a bit chained up to my desk. Not having a car here also adds to that feeling.

So out of boredom, I think I might try to add up the calories I eat in a day. Or at least write it down for future reference. I feel like the little I am eating and the amount of exercise I am doing should add up to more weightloss than it has. I am wondering what the culprit is.

Breakfast:
3/4 cup Kashi GoLean Cereal (120 cal, 10 fat)
1/4 cup raisins (100 cal, 1.5 fat)
3/4 cup fat free organic milk (90 cal)
1 cup coffee (5 cals)
w/
tblspn coffemate (10 cals)
tspn flavor add (

Lunch:
bunch grapes (115 cal, 3 fat)
1 slice sprouted grain bread (90 cal, 9 fat)
1 tblspn organiz peanut butter (105 cals, 72 fat)
1 string cheese (80 cals, 50 fat)
1 dill pickle (5 cals)
1 Safeway Organic Strawberry Yogurt Cup (140 cal, 25 fat)
1 banana (121 cals, 4 fat)

Snack